Lonley

My life is gone,  the one I worked for for 19 years.
A year ago I was told the truth,
freedom to move on
to not be a slave to an untruth.
But how can I do that?
I am lonely.  I am afraid,  I am trapped.

How can I break free?

A mothers feelings.

ARGGG! No space
Kids needing...
Kids  not   needing...
broken hearted
all alone
NEVER ALONE
What to do?  Why does my <3 ache so?

What do I need?

What do I WANT? I'm scared

I'm not good enough. These girls
need more than I can give.
I'm not enough, yet I trust no one else.
Do I give up? Do I do too much?
is that the issue?
Maybe there is nothing more I can do but
move forward for myself

and pray for them.